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I see. I am use to this, women rejecting my feelings than to return them. So I have grown immune to the affects of heartache, it does not bother me anymore. I hold back the tears and just move on. You haven't burdened me at all, for it was foolish of me to even consider having affection towards you even when I knew Sai meant the world to you. I feel as if I was a nuisance to you in that aspect, forgive me Ai.